Inquisition
Posted on 17. Nov, 2011 by Ali Abbas in English Poetry, Todays Thought
every time i turn a new leaf…
stains of life i do see…
i hide not from the past bygone…
escape from reality is all i seek…
i try to overcome the will…
of ending it all..
of trying to kill..
whatever remains alive within…
they say life it does goes on…
for better or worse ….
time moves on…
and as things go flying by…
i stand in silence…
intoxicated by what be-falls …
nothing i feel… nothing at all..
so tell me someone tell me please..
how does it feel?
to kill your own dreams?
to hear haunted screams?
to see tears rolling down..
to see smiles turned into frowns..
to see your loved ones in pain..
to see all efforts go in vain…
to finally let it go…
to turn your back..
to walk away ..
to go astray …
from what you once believed..
to be nothing but your own…
from the one person…
without whom you are alone…
to wake from comforts of sleep…
to wake from imaginations so deep..
to see realities ugly face…
to see your passions..
to see your emotions…
all drown in deep disgrace..
to remember an angels face..
to live with this regret…
loving memories…
which you can never forget..
tell me how it feels?
for numbed i am…
with the poison of love…
AA
Nov 17th, 2011
it feels like what you are…numb!
zafar
Nov 17th, 2011
Excellent piece of writing….
Ali Abbas
Nov 17th, 2011
one does becomes so… after the pain becomes a constant
moosa
Nov 17th, 2011
excellent piece of writing!!!!
kuch same to same bhi lug raha hai….
Sighs….touching…
Ali Abbas
Nov 17th, 2011
@zafar: thankyou
@moosa: the essence is same… self denial
Smaar
Nov 17th, 2011
For better or worse….time moves on. :'(
Ali Abbas
Nov 17th, 2011
@smaar: :'(
Shahzaib
Nov 17th, 2011
Wonderful! Directly From Your heart! but the thing is for few life goes on and for some life drag them forward! Catagoric with the intensity.
Wafa Tari
Nov 17th, 2011
Excellent poetry…well written! MOst important very deep!
Moyed Ansari
Nov 18th, 2011
the bad things will always follow us , so move on .
Ali Abbas
Nov 18th, 2011
@shahzaib: true to some extent, its a matter of choice. Life plays its games and then it is our choice to move or drag on… i agree however that sometime the intensity is just to much.. its not worth living if your love is taken away.
shabeeh
Nov 18th, 2011
good piece of poetry
tairi poetry nikharti ja rahi hai.:))
Smaar
Nov 18th, 2011
Ali.. Still dragging it should never be the choice
Ali Abbas
Nov 18th, 2011
@shabeeh: thanks…
@smaar: choice or no choice.. what is meant to be will happen..
Anum
Nov 18th, 2011
Harsh yet true.
Shah
Nov 18th, 2011
Well Done Ali nicely written… it feels like u'r living in da state of self denial…
Ali Abbas
Nov 18th, 2011
@anum: reality is almost always bitter
@shah: : )
Samreen
Nov 18th, 2011
welcome back to writing… ur way of tailoring situations is getting better… its true tht sometimes life shows that its actually life with no fantastic elements… i.e. its supposed to be a combo where numbness takes away the biggest weightage…and destiny becomes cruel enough to take a man towards self denial
Aley Hafeez
Mar 31st, 2012
Great effort. You'll rock INSHA ALLAH ..
Ali Abbas
Apr 2nd, 2012
thanks