with aging time the memory has diminished..
yet it still hangs on the walls of my soul…
in the never ending darkness.. a hint of light..
peaking through the holes of a creaking door…
i remember it in a clear vision …
living it like a dream i envisioned..
rarely that night i spoke…
nothing was there i wanted to say..
the only desire was for her to stay..
in the calmest of voice she said to me..
all i ask from you is to forget me..
please try and move on..
i wont apologize or say sorry ..
nothing have i done wrong..
please try and stop seeing me..
if we cross paths just avoid me..
fate did not meant it to be ..
so why drag on let us flee..
please try and calm your rage..
it wont help a thing.. yet bring disgrace..
please try and burn all pleasantries..
bury them deep all our memories..
tonight is the last time we meet..
and tomorrow is what you want it to be..
don’t hate yourself there is nothing you could do..
you loved me more than any one could do..
your soul is pure please don’t harm it..
hate is no good please un-arm it..
i have decided i will live on..
i wont turn back once im gone..
i will live to the fullest …
i will forget everything.. as it is..
new friends new admirers i will find..
and lock you away deep in my mind..
love is nothing but a false hope..
i accept the facts i am no blind..
silence fell as she turned to go…
say something or else i will go..
i looked at her one last time..
i smiled i sighed and may be i whined..
nothing there is i want to say..
love has left me but astray..
i will try to do what you asked for..
but there is something you must know..
i did heard the things said by you..
but i can’t resist when i look at you..
i am still trying..not to fall
once again in love with you!
- Ali Abbas : Feb – 3 – 2011